" All the world is made of faith, and trust, and pixie dust."

It’s been a while since I last shared my thoughts here, and I want to take a moment to explain why. My husband Dino passed away recently, leaving a profound void in my life. As I write this, I find myself grappling with a mix of emotions—grief, love, disappointment, fear, and a growing uncertainty about who I am without him.

He endured battles and challenges that many can't even fathom. I know it is selfish of me to wish he were still here. I try and find solace in knowing he is finally at peace and no longer in pain but that doesn’t erase the ache in my heart.

As I navigate this new chapter, I’m also learning to rediscover myself. The person I was before we met feels like a distant memory. I often wonder who I will become without him by my side, without him anchoring me. The journey ahead is daunting, but I am determined to embrace it, to honor his memory by living fully, even when it feels nearly impossible.

In these moments of darkness, I’ve tried to turn to the magic of Disney Parks. There’s something about the stories that bring me a glimmer of hope. They remind me that tomorrow can be brighter than today, even when the weight of sorrow feels overwhelming. Disney has a way of teaching us that laughter can coexist with tears and that it’s okay to find joy amidst the pain. There are days and moments when I question if it’s worth it to put one foot in front of the other. But then I remember the laughter we shared, the love that will forever live in my heart, and the little sparks of hope that ignites within me.

I hold onto the memories that Dino and our family created together—those cherished moments(lots of them at Disney Parks) that bring a smile to my face even as tears stream down my cheeks. I still have dreams, dreams that I know Dino would have wanted me to chase. They serve as gentle reminders that life continues, and I must keep going, even when it’s hard.

So, I’m here, navigating this journey of healing and self-discovery. As I move forward, I hope to share my journey with you, to inspire and connect. Together, let’s find the light even in the darkest of times.